A Familiar Feeling

I was watching this korean series online. its old but its cute. as i was watching it i came to notice their feeling they portray on the show. and as i watch it a little more i said to my self "how very expressive!  why cant i have a tantrum when i feel annoyed, why cant i give express the feeling of being sad when i am?". i must be very numb. i kinda like this at times but sometimes you just cant help criticizing one's self. then, i realize that they wouldn't be actors if they cant express those expressions well.

So I therefore conclude: I'm silly for even wondering this kind of shit. being numb is being me, that's how it should be for me and accepting who you are is a way to free your self from your jealousy and insecurities. without those negative things, life would be much better and easier to live with.